Hey... Normally I wouldn't talk about this here because of how sensitive the subject is but I felt like I needed to talk about it.
A long time ago, I had a friend in highschool... I stopped being friend with her because she wasn't specially nice with me but today I do know she had many problems. I'm not gonna go into many details but heres the thing.
I just learned she died. Girl was in the same class as I. We are about the same age. And she's dead.... I havn't spoken to her in ages, but I learned it on facebook. People we're sharing a post about that. And one thing I noticed was a link that was a foundation for people with mental problems and I wonder "How the hell did she die!?" And I learned how.....
She committed suicide. Leaving behind two kids, her boyfriend, her family. And you have no idea how much it teared my heart. I hella know some people are extra sensitive on this subject but I figured, after everything I've seen... I wanted to say something.
Guys, if you feel so depressed you wanna take away your life, no matter what the reason is. If you think no one loves you, you're wrong. A lot of people do and you might not even notice. And life has so many things to offer, we all have ups and downs and we just gotta be there for eachothers.
If someone here, in my watch list or no matter WHO see's this. You're feeling depressed. You feel like life is worthless. You feel like no one likes you. Like you'll never achieve anything. DON'T GIVE UP. Yes, it's hard, but you must not be afraid to get help. Talk to people you know will listen or if you don't know anyone, call a suicide helpline. The WILL help you. Because you never know what better life you could live if you do. This girl I spoke about, she's 22-23. She's still young and had much to live.
And if you need someone... I am here too. Maybe I can't help with everything but I do listen. Just talk to someone. Don't do what cannot be repaired. We all have hard ships. I have a lot of hard ship. But I will never give up. Because life is not just horrible things. Theirs little peck of light here and there. Just. Please get help if ever you need, and that's all I had to say
Sorry for all this I'm just... Shocked.
I'm kindof wrecked tonight and it somehow felt good to talk about it..